Random Rant

so...i'm on my night shift at work so i thought i drop by and saying something...my random rant.

i've ordered a few things off ebay and they haven't gotten around to coming yet! i also ordered a bra from aerie by american eagle...and it's nowhere in sight. i've yet to pick my gmarket haul from Hotaru...(thanks to work...this 8 day stretch is longer than i thought).

looking forward to resting and going out watching a movie and dinner with Hotaru and maybe one or two gathering with friends. really wanna see my nephew and niece. my nephew probably forgot who i am...maybe i can bribe him with ice cream and he'll remember...maybe...

i really need some "me" time. i need to take care of myself (ie. my skin) after these horrid night shifts. this is my 6th one. one more to go! then i'm doing one more evening shift and get two days of rest! gotta do a lot of masks and scrubs and everything to save myself...at least look more human again.

so today (well yesterday) i finished watching Creating Destiny...i actually smiled at the end of the drama. usually i feel sad when a drama is over even if it's a happy ending. but to me, this drama ended at ep23 and whatever came later was just more "drama"

i was happy with the ending. one situation did make me cry but i know it was for the best of the situation. i love this drama. it was so full of fun and cuteness.

i'm a little skeptical on the drama though. the respect they show for the elderly in the family may seem too overexaggerate? or maybe i'm in the western culture and it's WAY different. yes we respect the old people in our family but the whole permission to do this and that...maybe carrying it too far...at least for present day. nonetheless it was such a good drama. in the back of my mind i wish our culture was somewhat like that...so i can get a little more respect for being older...at least something good comes out of being older.

but in family outing...they emphasize respect for the elderly as well. i guess it's big in Korean culture which is nice.

anyways, that's it for now.

to be continue: gmarket haul...

Tonymoly's Pore Clear Cream

i wanted to blog about this last time...i won't say i'm doing a review on this product...but i just want to share that i'm loving it and what i love about it.

and that is...PORE CLEAR CREAM by Tonymoly!


i love it to bits...
before i got this cream...i had lotsa problems with clogged pores on my cheeks...whether it was makeup residue or just acne...i couldn't get rid of it. i normally do a double cleansing using Laneige multicleanser and Erkena's Pore tightening foam cleanser but still i have clogged pores...

after using this cream...my skin has been clear...and doing a lot better from scars.

This is what the cream looks like...

it's water-based-like and it spreads really nicely. it's very light on the skin.

you can purchase it on Gmarket for a mere 8000 won (about 7US dollars) for 50ml...not bad for such a good cream! i bought another one recently along with the essence from this line...

thanks for reading...
will soon blog more about my Gmarket order!

Happy 2010~~~!

I want to wish everyone a Happy 2010! (I know it's a little late...but I hope everyone enjoyed the opening of the new year!)

so some of the things that ended 2009 and started my 2010...

this is from Hotaru, my xmas gift! i'm so excited to try it out...! BRTC BB cream gift set! Thank you!


it includes:
- Jasmine water BB cream
- Perfect calming cream
- Perfect BB toner
- Perfect bb remover

Another thing i got...from my cousin who went to the U.S for a trip...i randomly asked him to get me sweats from Victoria's Secret...(i've been wanting these for awhile...seeing Hyori wear "PINK" in Family Outing...haha) but i thought since my cousin is a 17 year old teenager...he wouldn't go to Victoria's Secret to buy me pink sweats...but he did! i'm so loved. he wanted to pay for them too...but of course i wouldn't let him! i'm already grateful enough that he got them for me, but i'm sure my aunt was there at the store to ease the awkwardness! haha

here they are!they're super cute...just one thing...it's not the sweats...it's me. i think it would look a lot better if i lost some weight. legs are way too chubby~!

So another hot topic this year from people around me:

...maybe cuz it's the new year...everyone around me is trying to lose weight and are losing weight! reasons vary from wanting to look good, spare time to go exercise, working to health reasons.

for me...i've been "trying" but certainly not very hard. haha. although my chips eating has subsided because of indigestion after eating chips. i'm trying to eat healthier and not indulging in junk food as much because i've been suffering from indigestion...

but i'm not giving up on eating or anything like that. i'm happy that i can indulge on so many good foods and stay the size i am now!

i'm 160cm and 115lbs...i'm not overweight, just got some meat...chubbiness...if i'm losing weight...it's just entirely cuz i wanna look skinnier, for looks. the only thing that i really don't like...are my legs but you are what you are.

On to 2010 resolutions:

i'm not making any resolutions this year...i want to do things that are right as i live my life at that moment...we'll see how that goes! but this year...i'll get things done.

as for 2009 (thinking back), i've graduated from school, got a job...that's an accomplishment. it wasn't a resolution...it's just something i want to get done and i did it! so i decided that i don't need any resolutions to make something happen. it will happen when the time comes!

thanks for reading...!

i hope 2010 will be a great year!